Tayla--Dinosaurs

People around me don't care, They're here but they're never there. They're all the same, All they know is my name. They see my scars, And they begin to ask "Are you stupid?" "Why'd you do it?" I want to yell, "To you I'll never tell" They only judge, They can never get enough. They call me a freak, They tell me I'm weak . They say I'm emo, But what do they know? No one heard my cries for help, I guess I'll always be by myself. My heart continues to break, When will it not ache? Can't anyone hear me scream? Tell me it's just a dream. Why can't they accept me? When I try to explain they won't let me. I guess I'm done,

Being myself was always hard, As I never followed my heart, So I decided it was about time I made a start. Now it's changed, I now have the happiness I always craved, Never again will I be the same. Nothing's perfect, But it's sure worth it, And now I realise I deserve it. Life gets tough and brings you down, But in the end you'll always wear the jewelled crown, All you must do is stand proud. People will judge, Even the ones you love, But through all you'll always stand above. Life is like a game but never cheat, Stay on your feet, Or you'll get beat.

April 20th, 2011 I knew how I was gonna do it, And I knew it would be easy. I've came close to succeeding 12 times. But something always stopped me. With tears soaking my shirt, I didn't even bother to write a note. I told my friends goodbye, And reached for the belt. I put it around my neck and tied it to my door. I laid back and watched as the darkness stated closing in, And my face became purple. It would have been so easy to just let it happen. With every passing second I became more and more peaceful. My tears had stopped, And I was ready to be done. But then I thought "Who's going to find me? My mum or dad? My whole f